Welp...Wed. I went to church with the cravens.. it was good ridin and talkn with them.. um.. the movie was good that day... um.. Thursday... After school i went to Gmothers then went home to find Beth Ann, Melissa, and Theresa standing in my kitchen eatn popcicles lol... nobody else was home lol.. I was like Havin a parTY??? lol.. They left and me and Theresa went shopping for Mason's Xmas Gifts...    We came back to henderson to Eat Snuckums with Sarah Smotherman..and then to Freed to hang out with Emma R. at her room... we all left there and came back here and stayed up studyin and talkn...they stayed the night lol... I really love the two of those girls.. Sarah is just nuts lol..thats all there is to it..then Theresa is just Gorgeous and the sweetest lil thing ever... Today i was tired from us stayn up but did ok on my Finals- Anatomy and Phyisiology, Nutrition & Foods, Visual Arts 1.... Tonight we are leavin to go to hohenwald...We're havn a huge Christmas Breakfast in the morning with the whole family...since theres so many...we have to have it this weekend to get together before our Gatlinburg trip...  We'll get back late Sunday night... I have almost gotten all my xmas presents done.... i wrapped all of the ones i have so far.... totaling up to um....  3 for Caleb, 4 small ones for Missy, 2 for shelby, 2 olivia, and then Betsy is who im tryn to find something for... ugh.. i hate it... I have to get Theresas and then someone else's that i cant tell..she doesnt knw im getn her something..but im kinda excited bout it...i think she'll like it... I love Getn people stuff... I love takin time to think of stuff then wrapping... i wish i was a millionare to spend it all at Christmas... o well someday... i think im gonna get a job again to save up some more money like i did with the cabin lol.... Gota go... be good this weekend yall...

Haley dont forget about Tuesday night.....!!!

Olivia-Monday Night....

Almost outa school!!!!!

Welp.. its tuesday.. time just flies... Friday night i went to the cravens then to the game..after the game..Brandon took me and liz and shelby to my house... we left to get Nicole and Emma and went to eat chow wagon or "chuck wagon" as liz called it... and ate it in the middle of the  Dixie youth park lol in the dark...  then back to the cravens... um... then alota other places... we had fun takn picturess in a lot of clothes everywhere.... basically ...they all stayed with me...then stay we woke up and emma and nicole made us all eggs and sausage lol... and me and liz and nicole watched the Notebook... they all left and me and Caleb went to a movie and to eat at Long horn with alota people... it was fun... um.. then he dropped me off at olivias ....where me and her mom watched runnaway bride til she got home like 2 hours later...lol... um sunday went to church with liv.... ate ashai for lunch with dad...then workd on my research paper the rest of the day... um... Monday... left schoolll went shelbys then taryn and me an her went to eat mexican....went to the game...then Taryn took us home... GIrls and Guys won... Had fun Haley lol...  me and taryn road around a lil after droppin shelby off then went home... this mornin i woke up really late and went to the doctor at like 10... after school me and megan went to West Chester to take pictures of all the kids with Santa.... than Lauren brought me home... I went to get Melissa and Kyle and we went to tan and get some supper... Im bout to head over to the Cravens for our Girls Meeting...Iron maidens or Wait Training lol.. Iv gotn werre i really really love it... i wish it was everyday... we've all gotn so close and focused... idk its really a great thing to do....

Tomorrow all the Seniors are leavin at 9 to go to a movie and then back to school at lunch... kinda sad cuz everyone there will be wasted most likely ugh... its so unattractive... o well....  Hopefully i can sleep through the whole thing...  Love you all

welp this paper is going to make me go crazy.. outa my mind.. um... im sick of it??? yea.. thats it..

This week has been better than the last but still very stressful.. I got to see Caleb Monday..i drove his truck back- Tues. took Emma and Beth Ann Home... Went to Bells with my moms side of the family that was down and ate-went to the game cuz i thought i hada work at it... but melissa made me come home so i could work on that gay paper..she worked for me... I was surprised.... Wed. I took shelby and Beth Ann home then drove up to moms office and then went to calebs... he was asleep when i called so i cooked us supper while he got ready... i made tea in a coffee maker too!! lol... anyways... Went to church-He dropped me off at the Cravens for our lil IRON MAIDENS/Wait Training...lol...     It was extremely good this time... Andrea came again.. i really like her being there...gives us someone closer to our age..and i really admire her anyways..just for everything shes grown up to be...  I went home with Shelby and we talkd a while and i talkd to Emily Ward for a lil while and Caleb then Sarah....

Today ugh... ok... this paper has been enough stress to last me the rest of my life... besides that.... ok.. I have been tryn to kinda avoid a certain friend... and its not to be mean...well... i kinda want to make her mad..cuz when shes mad at me she actually acts like she cares..but when we're not into it... then we dont talk...but yet we're supposivelly "best Friends"??? I hate those two words...cuz as soon as u say ur best friends..u start hating one another lol... thats so stupid... like me and shelby have never said we're best friends...but we're closer than idk.. im not close to anyone else like im close to her.. but this one particular person... she decides she wants to talk about my being "snotty" towards her...and i kinda chuckle when she starts gettn upset.... which it was funny to see her face...but it wasnt something to do at that time.... so she gets made and marches to the class... We get into class and i am actn like its no thang and talkn to betsy..."Sally" lol.... the girl... not her real name...but go along.... Shes talkn to her boyfriend right by me...and starting to tear up.... which i knw what she looks like before she cries so i didnt even try to talk to her... Betsy being a caring and compassionate person ask whats wrong? i was like no no no...dont ask lol... so Sally turns around and starts going off at me..and i start laughn again... once again bad decision...but i cant talk serious in front everyone in the class ( who by the way are all lookin at me confusedly)  " Sally" storms outa the class and i am just like ugh.....Britt was like dont u thinnk u oughta go after her...??? i was like yea i guess...so i leave after her.... and find her in the hall pacing in the other end of the school... i try to talk to her and she doesnt wanna talk...i get her to a lil but she jsut walks back down to the class room...so we go in and ignore one another the rest of the day.....

til after Thursday school- shes walkn down the hall..cuz both of us have been late to much so we hada stay an hour late... i grabbed her arm and we walk to the gym talkn... we both got alil teared up...but its a lil better... we concluded we both have boyfriends....and she doesnt wanna ask me to do anything lately cuz she figures ill be with him... i dont ask her cuz she doesnt act like she wants to do anything and i think shell be with her boyfriend..... we are going to hang out tomorrow after school... and try to work through this... I hate fighting..but with me and her...its what we do best.... I love her...and wanna get along..but its impossible.... 

Gone... peace out napolean lol....

So how many of u just feel outa control of ur life lately... i DEFINATLY DO>.. ugh... I love my schooll and my friends.. and Iv got great Grades this year... EVEN IN ANATOMY.. but my English Ugh doesnt matter how hard i work on this Research papper... i still cant get good on it.. ugh.. Im doing mine on Child Abuse.. its gota be 10 pages..and its due in less that a week.. i have to do 5 pages of a rough draft all tonight and work the concession stand at the bball game tonight... O well.. O and one of my friends is moving..and i cant tell u how bad i feel for her....especially shelby an emma.. like When lindsey moved... i cant express the hurt i felt.. i cried all the time... and we're still extremely close..but its never going to be the same...and Gulf shores is alot farther than Nashville.. yall please pray for her family and friends..its gonna be hard...and i really hope things work for the best... Me and Caleb are wonderful... we ate at his apartment lastnight-had our first Prayer together lol... not a big deal for alot of people..but it really is for us...like i realized i have to date the way i would want things to be in my married...and i dont want him thinkn that prayer is not a part of my life..so he prayed at dinner and it was awkward but good.... i felt really alot better about it... I really enjoy being with him..even as nervous as he makes me sometimes being all serious and stuff... i really care about him... welp... I gota go.. work in this stupid paper... I love you all.. hope things are going good for ya...

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